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Monday, March 27, 2017

It's been a long time, yes?

Yes!

Here it has not been as long as on Facebook... though when I stopped posting on Facebook, I fully never intended to go back. I'm uncertain now if I will or not. I have not even looked at Facebook for almost a year now. I have no idea what is going on there. When I last posted there my heart was so discombobulated by so much repetition, over and over and over again, it was clear to me that here were a lot of people who seemed quite content being in the illusion, or the "dream" as it were/is. There seemed to be no awareness at all that they had gotten caught up in the cogs of a huge machine that had them going 'round in circles, ever riding the giant hamster wheel of life.

My own viewpoints on those types of things - the spiritual, the mystical, and all of the "woo woo" that goes along with it have changed pretty dramatically. There are things that I still adhere to of course, which will never change, simply because they REALLY are, and not a part of this particular dream in which we currently find ourselves. I would try to explain further, but probably quite in fact if I did your head would probably explode. I know I've cited that reason before as my explanation for not sharing more of what I know... though don't forget that I HAVE tried, but by and large what I had to say was pretty well rejected by the majority I'm guessing. TMI is what they call it I think. Sometimes I can barely wrap my own head around it, and then I remember; oh yeah, I don't have to. LOL One advantage to being everything, everywhere, all at once??? Perhaps...

Every once in a while I do a little reading in hopes of finding a kindred spirit somewhere who really understands unequivocally what is going on here. Unfortunately of the few I've found who have some inkling, none of them are in full congnizance of what it is they've stumbled across. Also, unfortunately, I've determined that it would probably do me no good to try and convey to them the entirety of what it is we have embarked upon here... I'm pretty sure anyway. You see, this is what I've already tried to do in the past and was met with almost hostile disbelief. There really is no point in trying to tell someone something they don't want to hear. They have to find out the hard way; on their own, unaided by a willing helpful hand. I feel bad about that, but what else can I do.

Also, unfortunately that leaves me at times feeling quite alone with no one to talk to. Yes, I can still talk small talk, but it's nice to be able to have a conversation once in a while with someone who really understands what you are talking about.

So, per Michael's suggestion, I sit and I wait. I simply "am" without allowing myself to immerse myself too much into the goings on of this Earth plane, no matter how much others try to drag me back into it. Right now, I have an aspiration to acquire a small property somewhere - around 20 acres I'm thinking would suffice - and create a community farm/vegetable garden type thing. Something somewhere far away from the "fray" that I could feel "content" just "being" ... yes, I know I'm a dreamer, an idealist. Someone has to do the heavy lifting around here, right? Even if it's only for the time being... just to have something to do... while we wait for the rest of everyone to awaken fully to the realization that they really don't have to be here if they don't want to be. And that there's really no trick, no flaming hoops they have to jump through to get to where they DO want to be.

Just become lucid in the dream. Realize that you are only dreaming. And then you can choose either to control the dream at your whim, or wake up.

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